This is long overdue but I stayed up last night and everything just started coming back to me again. All the wounds that have healed were just ripped apart again. Because I'm over it, I can honestly say I am happy for you. But why has that happiness caused me mine? Someday, I hope I can listen to lifehouse again and not feel a thing. And when that day comes, I'll find myself another song.
I've been twisting and turningIn a space that's too smallI've been drawing the line And watching it fallYou've been closing me in closing the space in my heartWatching us fading And watching it all fall apartWell I can't explain why it's not enoughCause I gave it all to youAnd if you leave me now, Oh just leave me nowIt's the better thing to doIt's time to surrenderIt's been to long pretendingTheres no use in tryingWhen the pieces don't fit anymorePieces don't fit here anymoreYou pulled me underIf I had to give inSuch a beautiful mythThat's breaking my skinWell I'll hide all the bruisesI'll hide all the damage that's doneBut I show how I'm feeling Until all the feeling has goneOoh don't missunderstand how I feelCause I've tried, yes, I've triedBut still I don't know why, no I don't know why