On the last day of work,

Violet: Little girl! You must find a boyfriend leh!

Me: Why?

A whole conversation about the kind of boyfriend I should find, like rich, charming, caring etc. I then proceeded to tell her about my mum wanting me to marry the Crime Watch guy and some other stuff that Violet told me were bad about policemen.

Violet: You must find a tall boyfriend!

Me: WHY?

Violet: Do you want to turn around and be able to look him in the eye without tiptoe-ing or looking up?

Me: I don't want to have to tilt my head all the way back just to see him! Then I want to kiss him how? Cannot reach!

Violet: No larh, just find a tall boyfriend!

Me: Tall, how tall? Like James tall?

Violet: NOOOOOOO, James tall is CRAZY. That's too tall!

Me: Ermmmmmm........

Violet: Nonono, James is gooood! He will carry you to kiss you!

Me: Yup, okaaaaaaay. Right.

*Dead silence* Until we changed topics.


Anyway, I'm dead sad that I changed jobs. The new job is kind of boring and mundane and it's super admin. Update system, generate letter, edit letter, print letter, print relevant questionnaire, give supervisor check, arrange letter, fold letter, send letter! Filing and retrieving cases included too.

It makes me miss UOB. At least it was stimulating and I had to be alert and look out for missing things. I knew the ropes and everything was just so natural. I'm sure I'll learn the ropes at this new place and everything will get easier but still, I find myself thinking about UOB during work. It's daunting, to be haunted like that. Everyday is like, that voice sounds like so-and-so's voice and that person looks like so-and-so.

Maybe I should have just killed the bitch sitting behind me and everything would have been fine. And stayed at UOB where I know almost EVERYONE. And I could continue disturbing and joking with my 5 favourite perm staffs!

It's sad. Really. I hope it gets better.

I miss the way the people at UOB dress too. Or rather, Raffles Place. They're all so prim and proper, with their Loewes and Louboutins, most of them anyway. I miss having to dress up for work!