I am currently going back and forth between being an optimist and pessimist.
And I can't help it at all.
I spend the whole day in my room trying to distract myself by watching shows and listening to music but everything reminds me of the predicament I am in.
I don't even know what to do anymore, and I don't even know what to type here.
I type something then I delete it and then I type it again and delete it again.
Sometimes, I wish there was a rewind button to push in life.
If there was, I would go back in time and be determined not to be so nosey. Then I wouldn't have gotten myself in this mess, not knowing what to do.
All day, I try and scrummage for answers. And I end up running in circles, coming up tails.
So help me out here okay? Give me some answers. Little hints would be okay too. Anything.
Anything but silence.