I wish I didn't feel guilty after every purchase I make.

It's not like I didn't save, so it's not like shopping is making me broke per say. It's just making me less rich! HAHA! What a way to phrase things!

And me constantly asking my friends if this piece and that piece is nice and whether I should get it tempting them to the dark side too! Case in point: Annabella's FIRST online purchase, which I helped wire! Oooooh, I remember my first online purchase and asking Amelia to help me pay for it! HAHA!

Anyways, I bought new tops! Oh man. That makes 6 items this month! And the month isn't even over yet! And I'm still eyeing the chanel-inspired bag!! At least my EE pay is ready! Daddy's gonna bring me to collect it during the weekend! And I keep buying oversized tops as usual. Which means my uniform for the next academic year is going to be oversized tops with cotton on shorts! I just need to get comfy sandals now! The rubi sandals I bought is rubbish. The sling back straps keep sliding down and my feet keep swooshing around like mad.

And I have to exerciseeee! I shall try going for walks everyday or something. Maybe some swimming? And I must pledge my commitment to weights once again. At times I miss H&F trainings cuz at least I used to lift weights regularly! Plus the yearly Vertical Marathon training made a super good cardio workout! I guess I'll walk home from the MRT station from now on. At least add SOME cardio to my daily life. And I should stop staying home the whole day.

OOOOH, AND EXPOSE 10 IS COMING UP IN JUST ABOUT A WEEKS TIME!!! I seriously hope everything won't screw up. And the weather, the uncontrollable weather. I hope it behaves itself! I've put so much into this camp. Sacrificed so much. While people find jobs that lasts months, I was forced to find ad hoc jobs so I could commit my time. While others went for overseas exchanges, I didn't even contemplate the idea because I had to be in Singapore to oversee everything. And I sacrificed sleepless nights, staying up, slogging over scedules and lists. Last night, I didn't even sleep at all despite the fact that I was sneezing and coughing away, while the precious chairperson disappeared and simply left me to pick up her shit in one week. I ought to be applauded and yet, I still get shot down. I feel so overworked and underappreciated right now. Bleahhh. The camp better be legen-wait for it-dary. Or else all my efforts would have gone done the drain.

Okay, on to more online browsing to cheer me up!