Urgh, these people have been bugging me for soooo long because they look so much like each other and I'm so glad it's not just me! You be the judge!

What if one day, you woke up and you realised it was all just a dream? You are still your young, innocent self, but with the knowledge of what's going to happen in the next ten or so years. Will you do everything the same or will you change certain things? What would you change and why? Also, what if you could travel back in time and tell your younger self everything you know now. Would you choose to re-write your history or would you not change a thing because every single thing that you've gone through has shaped you in a way that you are proud of what you have become?

Things are becoming out of control in my mind and it's making me act more irrationally than normal. I shot back at people when they questioned our Marketing presentation and then I shot gl gl when he started becoming irritating. My actions have caused me deep regret because thinking back on the two incidents, I somehow feel that I acted in such a childish way and I wish I could take them back but I can't. My anger has been kept under tabs for a few years now and I guess somehow I just cracked under the pressure and I'm really disappointed in myself. I still feel very vindictive and that feeling will never go away but it is ultimately a feeling and it is within my control to hide it or at least not let it show so much. Guess I've got to move on and not let things pile up and trip me up. On the sunnier side of things, today I did something so ethical with the encouragement of good and ethical friends and I shall wait for my good karma to arrive.

lately, something here don't feel right // this is just a half life // is there really no escape? // no escape from time, of any kind? // it takes so much out of me to pretend