Hello.

I'm stressed at work. So stressed. And it's only day 2. I shall start counting the days cuz that's how much it sucks.

The people expect us to know how to do everything when we haven't even done our Audit module yet. And when we look blankly at the B/S items and P/L because we don't know what to do or how to go about doing what you just said to do (mind you, no clear step-by-step instructions), you give us such a disapproving look.

Also, please explain things CLEARLY and not jump from step a to step q then back to step c then r. HELLO, a, b, c, d, e, f, g, etc. Please remember we are new people, we don't know shit about what we're doing (more than) half the time.

And what is this thing you call lunch break? It's 45 minutes according to company policy but why am I only getting 20 minutes everyday. I barely even have time to drink water during work and pee. I'm stressed out of my mind and I'm secretly wishing I get a heart attack in the office so you know how stressed we all are. I now you are stressed too but hey, we're undergoing a different kinda stress. We're doing things we've never done before on top of that dreadful dateline to meet.

Why not at least give us some training first before trying us head first into a case by ourselves? And you wonder why we're asking you questions every other minute and doing the wrong stuff or missing out items? And please don't think I'm lazy and did not refer to the previous person's file. I DID and she did nothing. NOTHING. Which was why I didn't see a need to prepare those documents. So don't give me that look.

And I'm only getting paid $600? Please. That works out to be what? $30 a day and like less than $4 an hour? I can make more money working at McDonald's! It's not that I'm unwilling to learn, because I am so willing but at least TEACH so I can! Right now, I'm just getting ordered to do this and that and I don't even get a chance to understand what I'm doing cuz I'm already in such a rush for time! Worst still, like I mentioned, your orders aren't even coherent. They're all jumbled up and it makes me so confused. No wonder the other girl hid in the document room today. At least her supervisor is more understanding and patient.

This thing is draining the living daylights out of me bit by it and it's only day 2. I'm really hoping things will improve and I'll get more familiar with what I'm doing. 48 more days. If not I may be talking to the boss and giving him my feedback.