Kind so depressed (I know, oxymoron, whatever) that I'm seeking validation from total strangers. It's not even on the same topic as to why I'm depressed but hey, cheap thrill.
Oh, and it's not what you're thinking, please.
I guess all I am, is disappointed. I'm disappointed you're even considering someone incompetent for the job. I know it's your next best option but it still ain't good enough for me. But who am I to complain about this when I decided to take myself out of the running?